Spellbound

Surfacing slowly…..
Breathing the air that is fresh and clean… delicate, slightly moist.
The sky….a hazy shade of blue.
It is harbouring shafts of brilliant white light that seem to illuminate my soul.
It is sublime.
Everything has changed.
Have I caught a moment?
Bliss, purity and clarity.
Time is standing still.
It is flexible..I can pull and stretch it into any form I wish.
It is frozen yet I can feel my heart beating and my perceptions are vivid and clear and distinct.
The touch of your lips sends electrical currents through me.
My heart vibrates to the motion of your thoughts.
Your thoughts and dreams and hopes caress my soul.
You inspire extreme pleasure and extreme terror in an instant.

I can hear the sound of water.
Blue, dappled, clean and fresh water.
Gushing, swelling and swirling…creating little bubbles that rise to the top.
I feel a sense of contentedness, wholeness…devoid of emptyiness and bottomlessness.
That sense of not knowing what or who, which or why.
Have I caught a moment?
Can you feel it?
Subtle… like that tiny gust of wind that swirls the leaves enticing them to dance to the rhythm of nature.
Truly whole, round and full.
It is the essence.
What I want to know but can never fully conceive.

It is elusive.
You are elusive.
You delve into my world of complexity, endow me with bliss and simplicity and a warm feeling that I can't express verbally.
You make me feel alive and pure and true and natural and wonderful. Are you still with me?
I am floating...the clear fresh water…it is carrying me.
You cannot see what I see, feel what I feel.
You are a separate being to me.
I cannot break through into the realms of your emotions.
You do not wish to explore my soul.
I realise…. I am not your destiny.
I am drowning, floating, tossing, spinning, flying.
Trying to understand trying not to cry.

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